but creepin' it is

I hate boys I hate boys I hate boys I hate boys I hate boys I hate boys I hate boys I hate boys I hate boys I hate boys.

Even when they're awesome and decent and nice and good-looking and sensitive and strong, if they're single, it's because some bitch got there before you and broke his heart into a thousand little pieces.

Guess what though?

My heart got broken too, jackass. Grow the fuck up and be resilient. Don't let your goddamned head and logic (FUCK MATH MAJORS) get in the way of what could be a good thing. I'm not saying we have to rush into anything because God knows that's not what I want or need either. But I'm not strong enough and I like you too much to have no sense of security whatsoever.

He gets 2 weeks. 2 weeks of me being miserable and hoping he'll call or text me and change his mind or just say the the right thing. Or anything really. But after that, I'm done. Done.

(Why does this always happen?)

Sorry for being whiney, guys, but I'm just so frustrated and hurt and upset and confused and pissed off. I haven't liked anyone this much in a long time and this is NOT how things were supposed to go down.

Hold on,
This may hurt you when I tell you of the truth,
We don't get two lives to live
It's true,
The only fault I've found in you
Is not being free to take what I would give

thedivinerpg is a brand new panfandom RPG with a twist you've never seen before. We just opened this November 1st and we are looking for a cast of characters from the Lost fandom to come join us for some otherworldly fun.

Premise ♦ Rules ♦ Cast ♦ Application ♦ FAQs ♦ Members & PBs ♦ Wishlist ♦ Torment Log thedivinerpg ♦ pubparadiso ♦ thecomedy In the 14th century, Dante Alighieri gave the world a glimpse into Hell. But, like medieval Florence and everything around it, Hell has changed, and unlike Earth not necessarily for the better. However even across the span of centuries some things remain steadfast – the despair is tantamount, the torture ironic, pity is scarce, reprieve impossible – Abandon all hope ye who enter here. This is a literature and live-action panfandom RPG that takes character torture to a whole new level. If you have any questions or concerns feel free to comment to this entry or contact the mods at either madestatic@gmail.com or morbidly.gwenny@gmail.com. Opened November 1st 2009

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Tv shows: Lost, The Office.
Actor: Gerard Butler
Singer: Robbie Williams
Movies: The little mermaid, Hercules, Lilo&Stitch, Star Trek, Bram Stoker's Dracula, Trainspotting



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lol! This is no longer a Riceorz album

[12]How I met your mother
[14]Smallville
[30]Supernatural
[18]Gossip girl
[5]Greek
[29]Lost
[1]Lost cast(Matt&Evie)

Teaser

more here @ raveninthesky

growing up is hard


be of love(a little)
more careful
than of everything
guard her perhaps only

a trifle less
(merely beyond how very)
closely than
nothing,remember love by frequent

anguish(imagine
her least never with most
memory)give entirely each
forever its freedom

(dare until a flower,
understanding sizelessly sunlight
open what thousandth why and
discover laughing)

THIS EP IS GOING TO BE AMAZING

I don't change or grow. A part of me just goes into hibernation and then it wakes up and I'm exactly the same. I'm always the same. And that's definitely not necessarily a good thing. I can also tell that my behavior is probably unhealthy and, I don't know, I guess I thought it would be easier to change because I was aware of it. But nothing's different except there's different people here and they don't know what to say.

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01 - 38 Bones
39 - 46 Lost
47 - 54 Friends
55 - 80 Charmed
81 - 100 Pushing daisies
101 - 112 Mary Poppins ♥♥
113 - 121 Sailor Moon
122 - 128 Carmen Consoli

Sneak peak



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Preheat oven to 350^oF. Butter two 8" round baking pans.

Cream 1 cup of butter with 1.5 cups sugar. Add 6 yolks, 1 yolk+white, one by one. The batter should be runny. Add 3/4 cup milk.

Mix in 1.5 tsp vanilla extract, 2 tsp baking powder, .5 tsp salt. Mix in 2 cups all purpose flour--in half cup increments. If too dry, add another splash of milk.

Split more or less evenly into the two baking pans, and bake for between 35 and 45 minutes. Cool before turning out (or will crumble).

On the other hand, having the mini-swine is really throwing me off my game. And I love Patapon 2 and sleep. I think I will just take Nyquil and play my game until I pass out. Yay for easy weeks! :D

This is my new batch of icons :)
They're from the tv show "Lost"
I hope you enjoy them ^_^

Teaser:

1. 2. 3.

they're here... @ ale_la_pazza1

Woot. Bedtime. *dies*

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Tv Shows: LOST, The Big Bang theory, How I met your mother
Movies: Hercules, Lilo&Stitch, The Lion King, Alice in wonderland(2010)



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I like him more and more every day. The nice thing though is that I feel no desire to even have the "What are we?" talk because it's so nice just the way it is. (The bad thing is that the other guy, the douchebag who I liked, is being really nice and making it hard for me to give up on him.)

In other news, HARRY AND I ARE PARTYING TOGETHER FOR THE FIRST TIME ON SATURDAY!! YAYYY IT'S GONNA BE EPIC!!

Desiree is singing in STARS WARS: IN CONCERT this weekend in Charleston! That girls is amazing! Now if only she had enough time to hang out :l She's busy until forever apparently.

But I love this little music program I found. I think I'm going to end up buying it too because it's only $70.
I'm going to make an EP! I have an intro almost made, and an animal track already made for Nadia to rap on. And maybe during the weekend I'll get to meet up with James Roby and Patrick and get a Da Herpz track made (or at least one featuring him). Maybe I can even get something with Jeremiah acting pimp again! Endless possibilities. I want to make a Cibo Matto/Yoko Ono track that's just crazy with really strange lyrics, but I there are no asian girls here/Eric is not here.

Design is so stupid. Today my teacher talked about how he would never publish a picture of a homosexual couple in a newspaper because he's a fucking coward

eta: Lol! I think I got something to add autotune in mixcraft. YAY!

An alternate history of Locke and Ben's fateful encounter with Jacob from the season five finale. I post this on behalf of my brother, who wrote it.



 John Locke strode confidently through the jungle, surrounded by over 30 of what the survivors of Oceanic 815 had dubbed ‘the Others’. Night had fallen, but they continued their trek anyway, several men lighting torches to guide the way. Locke smiled to himself. He needed no light to guide him.

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Tv Shows: Lost(+Ben Linus Quotes), The Office, Dexter.
Actors: Jim parsons, Nestor Carbonel, Ewan McGregor, Ian Somerhalder.
Movies: The Hangover, LOTR.
Singers: Robbie Williams (+Quotes)
(Gifs LOST Bloopers and TBBT FO banner)



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54 Icons
Tv Shows: Lost(+Ben Linus Quotes), The Office, Dexter.
Actors: Jim parsons, Nestor Carbonel, Ewan McGregor, Ian Somerhalder.
Movies: The Hangover, LOTR.
Singers: Robbie Williams (+Quotes)
(Gifs LOST Bloopers and TBBT FO banner)



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